Arayaisjaded, 40

I'm weird.... I'm *nalytical, logical, irrational; passionate, a dreamer, a hopeless romantic, a crazy person, very sane, very in touch with myself, and a total fruitcake.. in the goofy sense. I make up my own words when I'm too bored by the actual ones or can't think of them. I like to challenge unspoken social rules in a playful way to encourage people to lighten up and be more open-minded. I like to point out irony in life. I'm definitely of the belief that life is too important to be taken seriously. Except, you know, when it's too important not to take seriously (but even then, surely avoiding the "s---, we're gonna die!" reaction is preferable).

I seek to really figure out what's important to me in my life, what I really want and care about, to better fulfill what is ultimately me, rather than what people think I am or should be.

I am hugely fixated on the search for my soulmate and hope to find someone else for whom that search has been equally important. I am often drawn to gothy girls, though I think it's hugely symbolic of me wanting a woman who's in touch with her passion, pain, darkness, and creativity. But gothy or not, all of those things, plus humor and playfulness, are important.