Cbug, 44

I am currently allowing myself to embrace my lesbian side and looking for the right person to connect with. I am some what of a girlie girl and that is what I am also looking for. I am a very laid back person who loves with all my heart, and will bend over backwards for those I love. My friends and my family mean the world to me. I am a tad on the chuncky side, but working with a personal trainer to help with that and thus far I am having some good success. I also am a Christian, who still is heavily invloved with my church and I honestly believe that God loves me just as I am and has a plan for me. I would like some one who has a heart for God as well. There are still some important people in my life whom I have not told about my choice yet, but plan to in the near future. However, the majority of the people who know have been greatly supportive and that includes some of my church friends. I have a really good job where I work with Autistic children and I love it. I want to travel the world, there is nothing better to me than being in another culture in another country. I love to help people and to encourage and love on them. I am pretty sensative and I get hurt a lot but it does not stop me from loving and trusting others. I desperatly want some one in my life to share life with and to love me on a deep level, and to return the same. I am very compassionate and a bit of a romantic.