Curiousaileen, 34

hi there..i dont know where to start but i guess i have to do it now...i am here in this site yet i dont know what comes to my mind that i suddenly think of singning here,i keep wondering why i signed up in this most likely called for me as s----lity test..weird feeling because i have not even try to be with a woman,not even crushing on a girl but yet..still here i am.. finding myself, taking this chance to finally answer the questions that i keep asking on my mind..so not good to be true, but theres this weird feeling saying,"you should try to look at here"..as my journey start towards here,i wished only for something so badly,that after taking this s----lity test,i would still end up finding myself straight!!its not that i find it wrong to be a lesbian,its just that i dont feel good everytime i have this feeling of confusion.i have not dated anyone in my life,funny but true..i always have this tag no boyfriend since bitrh,lol. i dont go out with boys,i just dont feel like going out with them,yet i am not saying i like girls in the other hand.. lol..got confused??well,i am too,.i am in the stage of like doubting myself out of nothing..ok ,i am here ,and yes!i was asked to describe myself and also to descriebe the woman i would love to meet!!! well,well,well??who is aileen??ofcourse it me,lol im a filipina ,and im from philippines,in mindanao apparently..i am safe to be with lol,so dont woory i am nice, fun to be with,yet take things seriously,specialy when it involved my family. i am more into music and art.. i love singing,so into the acoustic kind of song ,love playing my guitar,it just feel good,and i love to draw nature things. but what my friends love about me is that i do my best to be the best evr friend they'll ever had,i tried to be there when someone is needing me..or even when i feel like my friend need someone to talk to.. i have stated lot about myself,and its time to answer the next question.. who i want to meet??i actually dont know what to look