Emskeeeze, 39

Im not looking for drama or bull, I just want someone who likes me for me and hopefully see where it goes! Wow...where do I start?! Lets see... I came out when I was 19 and ended up having a relationship with a girl who was also lipstick lesbian and totally falling for her and found out she really didnt have any good morals. I was hurt a lot and was cheated on by the first person I loved and it KILLED. I have had 2 other girlfriends since then and realized that maybe I am going after the wrong people! These girls were completely controling, jealous and nitpicked at everything! Im not like that at ALL! I still like to have my friends in my life and go out and have a good time once in a while! I am a very outgoing girl. I LOVE humor, I would make anyone laugh because I have a HUGE sense of humor! I know who I am and I know that if you dont like it, that I reaaaallly dont care. If you dont like it, then there is no reason why I should have you in my life! I want a girl who is fun, outgoing, a good sense of humor...and maybe understands what I have been through and isnt like the others I have dated as far as controling, OVERLY emotional, miserable, and nitpicking goes. I just want someone who likes me for EXACTLY who I am and isnt into trying to change me, cuz I wont! I love who I am! And girls...dont worry, Im not looking to settle down right away! We need to have fun and get to know eachother very well before thats even a possibility! I just want to find a girl who is willing to get to know me as much as I am willing to get to know her, and have some fun and see where it goes!