Gleamy, 36

Hiiiii, Gleamy here. My whole name is Aqlimiyah but I don't like for people to butcher my name so call me Gleamy. I never really know what to say here...I'm 21 years old, married with a son. As far back as I can remember I've been into girls because of things that have occurred that kinda turned me off of men but because I am a Christian I try to do what's "right", even though I find that I am failing and my interest are getting stronger. My husband understands this and even told me that I should date a girl for a while to see how I like it. I don't know how to meet girls, as silly as that sounds, because I don't want to offend anyone. What do I do? Push myself on someone? No. I would never be that forward.
I love to sing and really wish I had a great singing voice but I spontaneously burst out in song and I swear the sun will shine brighter, the air will feel better, the world would look kinder, and you'll never smell a sweeter flower than mine.
I like to dance a lot too. More so in a seductive way lol.
The song that makes cries is Who Knew by Pink. It reminds me of the summer when I found out I was pregnant. I can still smell my candles, I can smell that summer.