Sweetsubmission, 38

i don't care what you think of me. i live for today and dont think about what will come. i believe life is too short to spend regreting things. i believe small talk is for small people; if you really think its so nice out, shut up and go enjoy the day. im loyal to those i call friends. i refuse to let you walk all over me and tell me im not good enough. i believe you make and effort to call friends regularly not when everyone else is busy. i perfer maturity in all aspects of my life. i believe that i'm beautiful and that i will not change myself for society. im opinonated. i like to debate. im intelligent and will succeed in whatever i choose to do. i drink. i am independent. i like to sleep. i like to dance. i love to sing. i know im not the most ideal person in looks. im a bigger woman but i still beautiful and demand the same respect the "ideal" looking woman would. im a great person and anyone would be lucky to have me. my mind is a dark garden of thoughts and desires. when you walk through my mind you'd find thoughts of sunsets and moonlit nights, of bills and work, of wishes for more knowledge and the yearning to return to an academic setting, of s----l freedom and expressions, of breathtaking art expressions past and present, of the sad state of our world and the selfishness of corporate america, of society's outrageous demand for perfect even from those who should be attempting to have a childhood, of activism and slam poetry, of love, of life, of the forbidden things and not so forbidden and may one day you might just find thoughts of you... i am me... take it or leave it